I'm a Bad Friend

634. That’s the number of unread texts that I’ve had at one time. I know what the right things are. I know how friendships are supposed to look. I know you’re supposed to text back quickly, make plans, remember birthdays, check in “just because,” and let people know when you’re struggling.

I just… don’t. The only non-related people in this life who know me better than anyone are my coworkers…they are my truest friends. But outside of work, I refuse to engage in any meaningful way with anyone.